i love going on summercamp, really i’ve had the best time but i fucking hate it to see all the photos, my selfesteem goes -100000, i always look too fat or i have a weird face and on a few pictures my eyebrewes are really weird and i just can’t stand it and now on facebook you can see how many people have seen the photos and now the only thing i can think of is that they have seen all the photos where i am ashamed off and that just doesn’t feel good. what will they think? it breaks me, i hate it. it got so much better these past few months and i presume that it’s all gone and i really do not want that.